☆ V V E - Love is the whole and more than all

We look like a freaking couple yeah!!!!!!!


Waited for close to 9 hours at the airport with Atiqah and we ran like mad women from T1 to VIP entrance @T3!!! Made it there in less than 4 mins. Would have made it in a minute if not for that freaking 3mins wait for the skytrain :(


Matt was already inside but I shouted FUCK ME BELLAMY!! He turned and remembered me okay!!! And me and Atiqah were like "WE WERE HERE SINCE 5AM PLEASE TAKE A PICTURE WITH US"

AND HE CAME OUT OMG

We took pictures!! and I held his pinkie actually idek what I was doing HAHAH

:')


See you in 3 years Bellamy.
BY THEN I'LL HAVE VIP PASSES FUCK YEAH I MUST HAVE

Just yesterday I was talking about how awesomely lucky I've become.

But no.

The heavens just like to balance things up. They give you heaven then dump you down to hell. FUCK.


Today morning after BNO i was talking to Egan on MSN and we were analyzing the flights that MUSE will be taking back. Guess what? We got the right flight.

But then because most of my friends told me that MUSE were staying at Pan Pacific hotel, when Egan told me some other hotel I didn't believe him.

So I arrived at PanPac 6am.

No one in sight.

7am.

Still no one in sight.

8am.

9am.

10am.

11am?!?!!

Something is wrong. i waited for 5 hours and no one is appearing?!?!

Hotel staff came towards me and asked me if I needed any help. I was panicking lah honestly cos I didn't know if MUSE left before I came, and if they left then it'll be retarded to continue waiting.


So the staff told me that
"MUSE never stayed here before, they only came to perform once and had dinner here. that's all."

HAHA. I couldn't take it.
I burst out crying.


I mean come on I prepared a small little gift for Matt that I was sure he would LOVE it... and :(

:'(

Oh gosh no

See you in three years baby

Matthew Bellamy.


Tonight at Big Night Out...


Before we entered the stadium I was thinking of what to write that would make me different and stand out from the rest of his fans... something that will definitely get his attention. Then I thought of Huiting's "FUCK ME BELLAMY" shirt. AND i wrote it on a piece of paper.

During the concert he saw my piece of paper and said "I'll think about it" and winked at me omg I was gonna die right there. After that HE THREW THE GUITAR PICK HE WAS USING TO ME :') I LITERALLY SNATCHED IT DAMN AGGRESSIVELY BECAUSE I WANT IT SO FUCKING BAD.

At the end of the concert, he was like "Have a great night, I love all of you -especially you. Maybe maybe.... I'm still thinking about it." WHILE POINTING AT ME I REALLY REALLY REALLY COULDNT TAKE IT I WANTED TO JUST BURST OUT CRYING (although I was already crying when he came out at the start)

And now Im suffering from post-gig depression because I realise all that I have of Matt is his guitar pick (which I smelled and kiss and bawled my eyes out when I got it) and not a picture of the two of us (when Fiona has one of her with Dom and Matt)

I will wear the guitar pick everyday until MUSE's next gig in Singapore (another 3 years? idek) and when Im at their next gig I'll make a banner "Remember 'FUCK ME BELLAMY' 2010 Big Night Out?" Ok I think he wont but I WILL!!!!


I have 3 years to have more contacts and the next time Muse is here I'll have VIP passes and I'll be having after-parties with them instead of blogging about my sad non-VIP life.

k bye.



Cant believe this could ever happen to me......but I'm holding on to Matt's pick and crying LOL

FUCK ME BELLAMY

FUCK ME BELLAMY

FUCK ME BELLAMY